So I'm slacking on this blogging thing. As much as I like to write, you think I'd have something everyday.
I'm getting closer to having our little princess and although I'm super excited for her to be here, I'm so nervous. I have so many questions and fears. I know I can't let that get in the way, but I just want to be a good mother. We finally decided on a name and although most of our friends and family like it..the one person that I look to the most hates it. I know it shouldn't matter because Rylee is going to be my child, I still wish my "mom" liked it. I don't know why it matters so much to me but it does.
But either way, she's still going to be a much loved child and that's all there is to that. Me and Chad got remarried again. That's a good feeling. We have been through so much and I'm so happy that we finally got everything figured out. It took a long time and a lot of growing up on both our parts, but I think we're finally on the right track with our lives together. He seems like he's a happier person than he was before and to see his face light up when he talks about or talk to Rylee just melts my heart. He's going to be a great daddy and I hope that he sees that.
He's my rock and who I lean on the most...I hope we never go through anything like we did ever again. I really hope for the happily ever after we deserve.